11.29.15 – Managing

I couldn’t sleep last night. Low, deep pains on my left side kept me awake. I’m still taking painkillers. I woke up frustrated that this is still happening. My tits still ache. My body aches. I have no energy. I’m sick of this.

Is it manageable? Of course, but I don’t want to “manage” my life. I want to live it.

6 thoughts on “11.29.15 – Managing

    1. I don’t believe in God, but if he exists, I hope he’s going to judge you for every bit of hate that came out of you from the day you were born. I’m sure there’s a lot of it.

  1. Thank you for writing this, I had an abortion in 1976, shortly after Roe v. Wade. No drugs, awake, d&c type. I was terrified, boyfriend who years later became my husband was very supportive, it was secret we’ve carried for close to 40 years now and will never come to light.. Three awesome adult sons child now and yet I still wonder about what and how differently things might have been… All the same I would make that same decision again… I was young and needed to be a “good girl”, wasn’t optional for me. Thank you and may you find peace in knowing you’re helping a lot of women.. Dee

  2. Thank you for writing this, I had an abortion in 1976, shortly after Roe v. Wade. No drugs, awake, d&c type. I was terrified, boyfriend who years later became my husband was very supportive, it was a secret we’ve carried and didn’t speak of for close to 40 years now and will never come to light.. Three awesome adult sons now and yet I still wonder about what and how differently things might have been… All the same I would make that same decision again… I was young and needed to be a “good girl”, wasn’t optional for me. Thank you and may you find peace in knowing you’re helping a lot of women.. Dee

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